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Monday, September 8, 2014

MY FUTURE HAS A FUTURE


Why am I here?
To be lonely and sad?
What's the point of it all?
To reach a new level of “bad”

Bad to hang out with....
Bad to get close
Bad to know more about
You'll just think I'm gross

To think like I do
to be bluer than blue
Just take a pill
it will make a much-better you

But it hasn't worked yet
no matter what I have tried
I've done all I can
No wait..... I just lied

There's one last thing left
for me to complete
To be rid of this pain
to be done, 'cause I'm beat

I wave the white flag
I've lost this long war
My only decision is....
to be here... no more

Suddenly I wake up
to an outlook, anew
It isn't so bad
to have a bad day... or two

Or even a third
a forth, eight or nine
Because I know truly
I'll see the sun shine

There will be an end
to this unending pain
It will stop 'cause I said so
I'll walk straight through the rain

And when I look back
I'll be glad I'm still here
Life IS worth living
When the blues disappear

Every day is not rosy
every night is not repeated
I'll remember the next time
I start thinking I'm defeated

I'm much stronger now
since I've stared down the beast
My future has a future
When my world hasn't ceased

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