I DON'T MISS YOU ANYMORE

I woke up this morning
and something had changed....
How could this be????
....I don't miss you anymore

Countless nights spent in bliss
dreaming of the "us" that never was
Our time together for those few minutes
made sleep a welcome friend

The visions were always the same
Reliving the best day of my life
Any day with YOU, of course, qualifies
in making me lucky to be alive

When I would waken, just for a moment
it all felt so real, until I reached over
to your side of my bed, but....
not even your memory remained

What stayed was the emptiness
for every day to follow
Disproving the theory
that time heals all wounds

Thousands of days I waited
for the hollow to be filled in
Yet, it did not fade in the least
Only repeating the same

So... Why on this morning
is everything changed?
No more pain, no more empty
What will I do now?

I don't know what to think
I don't know how to act
I don't know what's in store
with no more "us" in my heart