Mom was on my mind all day. Looking at pictures of not long ago, wishing she was still here. Not the sleeping-20-hours-a-day version, but the smiling happy one that is burned in my memory.
Plans?
I used to make a list every year. 10 things to do in the next 52 weeks. I usually got about half successfully completed. This year? Until I have a job I can count on, no plans are clear. We will see how things unfold...
What do I hope for?
World peace, of course.
Besides that, I would love for everyone, including me, to find happiness. It has eluded many of us. I already searched "H", looked online, and checked the couch cushions. Nothing so far...
Paying down debt. Yup, time with Mom accumulated some bills I didn't have, but it was a decision I made, knowing this day might come where I had to confront it without her.
Continue to lose weight. I've actually had more victories in that department in the last month and half. I feel like I finally have a process that works for me. My trophy will be when I lose another 80 pounds...
Travel would be nice, but it's hard to imagine doing it when money is so tight. This too may pass. If it does, I want to take my FIRST cruise. I can't believe I waited all this time for a boat ride...
Keep reading new books. It's one of my habits before going to sleep.The latest one was about Elvis' daughter. She wasn't raised for a normal life, and that's exactly how she lived. Completely broken. No tools to cope. Such a shame...
Well, I guess I have my list. Let's see how it all works out.
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